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Member Since: 12/28/2003

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Friday, June 24, 2005



Sarah is cool.  Comment on that.



Thursday, January 27, 2005

Currently Playing
Anthem of Our Dying Day
By Story of the Year
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- Anthem of our Dying Day - -



I hate the snow so much.  It's so...white.  It's like the whole world is mocking me, mocking the blackness inside my heart, except worse because people love the snow.  No one loves me though : ..-(  I wish it would just rain for once!  When it rains, the rain hides my tears, then no one knows how desparate I am.  Until I tell them on this site.  No one understands though, how could they know the pain.  I am alone in my pain.  Everything inside me hurts so bad.  It's all the so-called """"perfection"""": my parents are together, my dad just got a promotion, my friends say they love me, but they can't possibly love me, I'm worthless.  The only worthless one, like a black speck - my mascara-saturated tear - on the snow.  I hate the snow.

Here are some lyrics anyway, even though no one cares:

           No is the saddest experience you'll ever know
          Yes is the saddest experience you'll ever know
     Cause one is the loneliest number that you'll ever know
         One is the loneliest number even worst then two
                                     Yeah
           Its just no good anymore since you went away
    Now I spend my time just making up rhymes of yesterday


Isn't that so meaningful?!  I makes me cry...stars.

I'm sorry world for my existence.

Someone just told me I'm pathetic.


Wednesday, January 26, 2005




Ok, so tonight I almost deleted this site cause the corniness abounds, penetrating down to the HTML.  Then I decided on a more interesting alternative.  From now on, this will be a faux-emo site.  While I fully acknowledge the excess of such sites occupying this 'weblog community,' I rationalize the plan by comparing it to The Onion's attempt to combat bad reporting and ridiculous people by their brilliant parody and protest.  Here goes.  Suggestions/inspirational snippets more than welcome.  Enjoy.




Currently Reading
Div, Grad, Curl, and All That: An Informal Text on Vector Calculus
By H. M. Schey
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So sad (awesome) when your 'easy reading' is math book.'


Must conquer this week.  Hello all.




Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Currently Reading
Aristotle's Nicomachean Ethics
By Joe Sachs
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Just to eradicate any confusion that may exist and prevent any future misunderstanding from ever budding,


My sister is a goob.






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